1. |
D.N.R
02:52
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When I'm gone, I'm gone
So don't wake me up
Got a tattoo on my chest
Just to tell you "get fucked"
I don't wanna come back
I'm cool just where I am
There's no pulse in my wrists
So quit squeezing my hand
I know you'll miss me
Any mother would
But I've been set to go
Since my childhood
When I stop puking blood
Just get up and go
Cuz I got three letters
That I need you to know
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I am awake
Breathing air, seeing faces
All those things I'm sick of
Affections I can't return
No future, no love
I was scared for so long
But I don't care now
Grim reaper taking me home
While you put me in the ground
You signed the form, I wrote my name
And now I'm ready to bail
So don't go jumping my heart
Should it start to fail
No tubes down my throat
And no lights in my eyes
I'll kick your fucking ass
If I come back to life
Cuz I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I ever was awake
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2. |
Hi-Point
01:41
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80 bucks and I'm strapped up now
Laser sight in the dark pointin' you out
9 millimeter yeah that's the title
Give a fuck if I'm suicidal
I won't be here in a while
Kickin' ass yeah
With my Hi-Point
Huffin' spraypaint
With my Hi-Point
In my waistband
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point
My life is nothing but problems
And I got some something to solve 'em
Don't give me no fucking revolver
Hi-point is my problem solver
It was only 80 dollars
Do a kickflip
With my Hi-Point
Cough syrup
And my Hi-Point
In my waistband
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point
Girl don't touch my Hi-Point
My body was made for the tomb
Ever since I was in the womb
Gun violence, that's what I crave
I'm on a skateboard straight to the grave
Cuz all I do is misbehave
Do a drive-by
With my Hi-Point
No survivors
With my Hi-Point
To my forehead
Is my Hi-Point
I got one round
To prove my point
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3. |
No Guts (I Got)
02:57
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They say that being scared
Is part of growing up
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up
No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed
Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die
Cuz I
I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me
I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'
I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them
I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there
We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known
This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me
I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me
I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'
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4. |
Cool Life
02:48
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Waking up is great
It's another productive day
I have fun when I get things done
And I do it in my own way
I've always been a happy kid
In everything I did
I do my best and never second guess
And give all that I can give
Everyday is a new beginning
So seize it while you can
Cuz someday you'll be dead
And have to return to nothingness again
My life is so cool
Yeah my life is so cool
My life is so fucking cool
And it's so cool that it rules
My life is so cool
Yeah my life is so cool
My life is so fucking cool
And I'm never going back to school
Life is such a gift
So I'm never gonna let it drift
But can you imagine if something happened
And my life started to shift?
Promises I always break
And chances I'll never take
All around me, awake or asleep
Are nothing but mistakes
Well, thank goodness that's not reality
It's in my head
I sure am glad I'm never sad
And wishing everyday that I was dead
My life is so cool
Yeah my life is so cool
My life is so fucking cool
And it's so cool that it rules
My life is so cool
Yeah my life is so cool
My life is cool, I am too
And every single day is worthless
I mean every day ain't worth shit
I mean every day is totally worth it
Every day is worth it in the end
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5. |
Please Die
05:30
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Hanging out with my pals, goofing off and joking around
I tell them I been thinking lately about putting myself in the ground
They just look around at each other and laugh really loud
I laugh too and we soon forget what we were talking about
After school I'm walking home, talking with my best friend
I look him in the eyes and say "you might not ever see me again"
He just laughs and punches my arm and says "y'know what man"
"You got a sense of humor I just don't understand"
I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve
To do what everybody wants me to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon
I'm sitting on the couch with my mom, watching what's on the TV
I ask her if she'd do it all over, and if she'd wanna keep me
She doesn't say anything at all, just looks at me and blinks
Then she says of course but I can tell that she had to think
My little sister calls me up sometimes just to ask me how I am
She tries to empathize and pretend she can understand
I drop some hints here and there about my thoughts of death
She just sighs and says that I should do what I think is best
I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm still only on this earth because I can't get the nerve
To do what everyone wants me to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon
Everyday the feeling grows and everyone around me knows
No one says anything, they're all ready to see me go
Always used to wonder if my life was meant to be
I don't have to anymore, everybody made it plain to see
Everyone wants me gone and I'm happy to oblige
Frankly speaking I'm tired of seeking love I'll never find
Friends and family all wanna see me underneath the ground six feet
So when I leave don't make a scene and act like you're gonna miss me
I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve
To do what everybody wants me to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon
Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon
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Scabzone Cocoa Beach, Florida
Real Cocoa Beach Rock and Roll
Nothing But Bad Feelings From Here On
Out
Thank you so much to everyone who ever downloaded, listened, or even looked at my page. I've had the most fun in my entire life making these songs. I won't ever be able to do anything like this again. I'll miss you all very much. Peace out. Christ is risen.
Scabzone
(2015 - 2018)
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